Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Ginger

Baby Ginger died last Thursday. I used to have 2 bigger species of hamsters a few years back. 1 of them died when it was one year old and another died after 2 years. I cried for days. They were so lovely and I even brought them into my room when I was doing my homework at night. They ran and climbed everywhere in my room. So cute and when I whistle, they both can actually stand up and look for me like they know where am I and that I'm calling them. Cute ain't they? 
But I didn't cry that day when Ginger passed away. I was really sad but tears didn't roll down.

Ginger was my 17th Birthday present from one of my friends during my birthday bash last year. When I first saw this type of hamster, I was like, aww so adorable! So tiny! It's a Roborovski. I do still remember that my birthday bash ended at around 1a.m. and all my friends left so I just stayed up late unpacking all the gifts and presents and finally, played with this new member until like 4 o'clock in the morning. One thing I really dislike about her. She runs FREAKING fast. It's so hard to even get her and have her sitting quietly and calmly in your hands. Haha. But she is cute.

She isn't as gluttonous as the previous hamsters I had. The 2 hamsters I used to have eat WHATEVER I feed them. They don't care what it is, just squeeze in whatever they have on their hands. Ginger is much more gentle. And she doesn't eat breads and cakes like how the 2 hamsters did! Look at her tummy, so flat. And, sexy body. Lol.
Hmm. I miss her now.

Buried her body with her favourite toy ball in small garden in my house.
R.I.P :)
You are much more naughty BUT I STILL LOVE YOU! Always in my heart, baby girl. :)

With muchos LOVES,
Chloe.

Wednesday, April 06, 2011

外婆

“她,不怎么富裕,不怎么健康”

这是上星期在我跟爸爸妈妈回到他们家乡时,外婆给的一封“大学红包”。
我不确定,是否,每个家庭的老人家都有这传统,但,我家有。
哥哥是外婆的长孙,四年前他刚踏入大学时,外婆给了他一个红包。
今年,我也收了一个。
为何不留着让自己用?吃好一些,保养身体多一些。
从她手中接过红包,看看她的脸,再看看红包上的祝福语,让我想了好多好多。
我想。。。
收到了钱,我开心了吗?并不是因为这样。
看了多少,我失望了吗?也不是因为那样。
只是,马上想起了从小,妈妈就在我们兄弟姐妹耳边说,外婆年轻时吃了多少苦,挨了多少年。
她是一个很强的女人。
外婆未到30岁,外公就车祸去世。
她,要养的不只是她自己;还有她丈夫的父母亲,和那些还没长大的7个孩子。
她没读书,但还是很勇敢地一个女人到外面做工为了赚那少少的钱,养活一家10口。
想到了丈夫,每晚独自在房里大哭。又怎样?哭过了在新的一天还是得想办法赚钱养家。
她年轻时的命,还真苦。
苦得我无法想象。
我们没常常到柔佛外婆家,真的,一年最多也只有4次。
现在,她并不是很富裕,却不忘给我们派红包。
我说,我能不想赶快完成大学,赶快踏入社会做工,赚钱吗?
我想时间过得再快一些,好让我和哥哥能够给她比这个再大很多很多倍的大红包!

若外婆别住得那么远就好了。
没什么,简简单单的,就想说,外婆一定要长命百岁!
I love her


Wednesday, March 30, 2011

FML-day!

Yes, today is a FML-day! Was looking for the gps at home before I off to class since I wanted to go boyfriend's place after my class. He is on leave today. So we decided to go MBO for movie. Well talking bout MBO, this is my very first time been there. The cinema is bigger and seats are more comfortable compared to TGV's and GSC's, but one thing I hate bout MBO, the screen.
Okay back to my FML-story. So I keep on searching for the gps. Running up and downstairs and I couldn't find it. I was about to be late to class and I was running and sweating like hell just to get the stupid black thing. Talked to mom and she asked me to sms my bro. Okay so, gps was with my bro. Then I got it from him at uni, and then went for class. After class at about 6pm, the girls and I went Connaught night market for foods. Then after dinner when I was about to depart from uni and wanted to head to bf's place, tried to call him but failed. I just reload my phone credits last night and I didn't freaking know why. I kept on trying trying trying and TRYING. Then called my house, my daddy mommy and even my bro. Failed. FML? I was alone and I decided to look for public phone. And I wanna say, it's really farking hard to even see a public phone in Malaysia and even if there's any, all spoiled because of vandalism *Thumbs Up*
I didn't freaking care much and continue driving, a 30 minutes later, finally I got to call my bf. Screw my phone!
So what's next? Gps took me to holland. I drive drive drive drive drive drive drive drive drive drive drive and DRIVE until I almost throw the gps out of my car!
Luckily still able to reach on time and manage to go for movie with him. Super unlucky today. Brrrr.

Gonna take a hot hot hot shower and off to the bed now.
Have a good Thursday everyone!

With love,
Chloe.

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Bright Wednesday

Hi everyone! Today's the day I've been waiting for SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO long! SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO DAMN long ! :):) You know why? Because it's economics presentation and spm results day! Did I get good results? Nope :)  But I'm satisfied with it. At least my english and malay subjects are good enough for me to exempt all the stupid english foundation and whatever bahasa kebangsaan subjects in uni. I don't have to waste my time for these 2 subjects and a few thousand ringgits for that. Wheeee. And, I did my account and chinese papers really bad during SPM but whoa I got B+ for both of the subjects. Truly unexpected! :) Got my results in the afternoon today, felt relieve for a little bit then rushed back to uni for presentation! I was nervous shit and tell me how "LUCKY" was I. I got to present as the first group! Gosh. I went even more nervous after the draw. Wuaaaa jumping up and down. Just because this is my very first time in uni and there are quite a lot of people in the Economics class. So yea. And like what I said, I didn't really tried for presentation during high school, for only twice or thrice throughout the 5 years, no good no good. Hahaharrr. But ended up I did it not too bad! :) Say Congraaaatulationssss to me! :)
I feel really good today. Teehee! Relieved! :)

Some of my friends are depressed because of their results. They got the enough credits to get into college and did not even flunk any subject. But they are still depressed. I wonder why? With 2 A's, you're able to enroll for college. With 5 A's, you can get into the college as well. With 28039497298 A's, you're still a normal college student. Tell me what's the difference? But yea it's understandable sometimes, some parents are weird. They nag, nag, nag, nag, nag, nag, nag and NAG till the house collapse. Booooom! Just because their kids couldn't ace ALL the subjects. Hahahar. Luckily my parents aren't one of them!

Now, presentations are over, mid-term results are all right, and gonna study real hard for the finals now! Wanna end my first semester happily and enjoy my sem break during the end of April! Luckily I have my boyfriend as tutor. Hahaha. Alright guess I'll stop blogging by now and give him a call before I off to the bed.

Take care and have a nice day ahead!

Much love,
Chloe :)

Saturday, March 19, 2011

Date 2

So this is our second official date :)
Had dinner with family as mom's birthday meal just now. So we didn't go anywhere too far today.
I got up at 1130am and he came fetch me after the appointment with customer. We went The Mines for lunch and wanted to watch another movie, Mars Need Mom. But full. Eww eww. So we walked around and spent some time together :) :)

Oh Im So CUTE ! :D :D 
Okay just kidding :p

Me : Stop nagging lar sayang .

Me : Smile !
Him : I don't know how to smile .
* I think he looks really like my brother . No wonder they are good friends . Hahahr . Both my bro and him don't know how to smile for a good picture *

Him : I DON'T KNOW HOW TO SMILE LAAAA .

Friday, March 18, 2011

: )

It's Friday! Everyone loves Friday! Don't you love it? : D
Class ended at 5pm today. Then me and boyf went Sunway Pyramid for movie and dinner! :)
I Am Number 4 is AWESOME : D
It's a Must-watch! Teehee.
I'm exhausted :( Gonna ciao by now. Have a nice weekend everyone. Good night!

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

presentation.gg.com

Should have had my very first-virgin-presentation at uni this afternoon! OMG! Virginnnnnn! *SCREAM*
Okay slap me. Teehee!
Yea seriously. But class cancelled at the very last minute! *Roll Eyes*
Was still telling him last night bout nervous was I and how scared and I didn't wanna present!
Then done with all the preparation and ready to DIE, the lecturer just did not let me to. Hahahar.
I thought I could finish this presentation smoothly today and I'll be relief and gonna enjoy the date with my special someone on both Friday and Saturday. The days out are gonna be really awesome without all the pressures, worries and shits. But look! I still have to live with all these for another week. Nervous wan maaaa :(
What to do? Wait loooo :(:(

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Vibrant Night

It's Friday . It's Vibrant Night !
Gonna party at Uni tonight after my movie class . Wheeee !
Can't wait !

Jennifer Lopez - On The Floor ft. Pitbull



Jennifer Lopez is FUCKING FREAKING AWEEEESOME !
I love her !

Wednesday, March 09, 2011

DEAD Tired

Good Night everyone! It's 11:54pm right now and I'm still awake. I usually sleep at 1am or even later but I couldn't stand it anymore tonight. I'm utterly worn out. Got up at 6 o'clock early in the morning then started going to classes and went helping daddy for a whole day until 6.30pm, went night market at Taman Connaught with my college girl friends and then second round meeting buddies up in a cafe nearby my house. I finally have time to sit down and relax. FREAKING TIRED AND EXHAUSTED that I need a full body massage so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so BADLY! I've not been getting that much sleep recently. Not even 6 hours daily. Everything just, THANKS to ASSignments and presentations. Now, foundation studies can be so damn hectic as well. Gosh.
Ok. Should stop bullshitting and have a nice rest. Oh it's a FINALLY. More updates coming soon!
Have a good sleep everyone. Tomorrow's gonna be a long day.

To someone special : Cheer up ! <3